Feelings

I want to cry

I want my heart to fall out

I want to show the world my disdain

Reluctantly I admit that I don't even know

What it is that bugs me

What it is that pulls me

In the my core but removed from it

Starting with a never finished

Thought

These feelings so

Disrupting

Does a ghost exist as this

Or a shade

Perhaps I am a shade

Not whole

But must it be so

Particular

I see you there

But I don't

And you don't see me

If only I could

Vanish

Melt away

Be a mist