With a new year a new look, a new breath of life into lost in aporia. I’ve taken my time to reflect on my goals and efforts with writing.

First week of 2021 has me reflecting

This year of ups and downs I don’t think I’ve recovered completely Who I was or the way things felt. And I find myself escaping to memory...

In the early 2000s I remember watching a TV movie An action adventure film Where wildfires threatened California And the hero knew the...

The water heater is broken So I put an empty bucket in the sun I’m not date able material So I focus on the ethereal A path a lil...

Growing up I didn’t have it bad Had some real cool shit And my dad never called it quit The average family Breaking even Made it hard for...

I tell myself to write But don’t know What to write anymore. Should I write about the Beach Cities? Where I was born and raised. And the...

Mist seeping into my skin I stared out of the oily harbor water The desperation’s gone Replaced by boredom. That of a familiar kind, Keys...

Smells like wet concrete And the burning street Here what’s up ain’t it neat Laser powered heat Making liquified meat You think you’re...

It’s what they want to see But not who they want to be. She’s a cheater want to meet her. Real life performance Not a chance,character...

Snow capped mountains in the red glow of sunset Leaving my car in Hancock Park a walk toward Wilshire along highland. Thinking about sex...

Dear No One, Today I was reflecting on just how little I write about the times that I live in and the world that is around me. The...

Dear No One, Here I sit at my laptop at 10:30 at night on May 31, 2020; writing a hurried letter to you with aim of posting it to Lost in...

Dear No One, Once again, a month has gone by and as a last recourse, I am writing to you because it is the simplest form of free writing...

On Meaning Let me go back a few years to a younger self who was avidly and actively pursuing the life of a philosopher. My days spent in...

Dear No One, I started the year enthusiastically ready to begin taking steps for the next chapter of my life. It’s easy to plan it out,...

The throbbing has continued For hours as my blood sours The pain is isolated Yet also spread The progress of time Blood Sticky, sickly,...

Bojack Horseman Netflix’s surreal series depicting the life of a depressed former tv star came to an end January 31, 2020. It’s...

Those times are such a blur You will be missed The comment left by her Who I had not kissed Goodbye when I decided to die She shared...

The pen is mightier than the sword Though it breaks bones, and the word Lingers in the air with care To destroy the sensitive souls who...